i had a 
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right before my 24th birthday i started to feel a tightness in my hip/butt on (i think) my left side. having done sports before i obviously knew what a strained muscle felt like and chalked it up to that, spending little time or thought on it, and continuing my life like normal. during or around my birthday things got worse. i had ignored the warning signs and could no longer have a normal day because of the pain. one morning while waking up to send kevin off to work my hip,

everywhere but here at night when i am drunk or tired he sits on my lap later i slip into bed & he howls in the valley from the belly of a coyote while i listen i practice learning to be happy that i know him at all the more he howls the clearer it is he is everywhere but here sketch of dave that i use on the website

OVER CONSUMPTION: living well and happily looks differently for everyone. importance lies in little things. a constant push and pull, an excuse here and there, a deviation from the norm using an exception. why does buying things feel good, why are there so many things that seem made for me but yet are not mine. being the friend who always has the new fun thing doesn't actually feel as fulfilling as it seems it would. it just brings up the question of why other people can see

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