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love is blind, season 9 : ★ ★ ☆ ☆ ☆
love is blind is always trash, the concept is actually stupid and the stakes are much too high. that being said, i keep coming back. whenever you feel down or like you've been making bad decisions watching a shitty reality show is helpful in showing perspective that it could always be worse; ie you could have signed up for a show where you would marry someone you have known for less than a month in total. this particular season though.... holy fuck. after scouring reddit's lo
Lillian T
6 days ago1 min read
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sade's "lovers rock" album : ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
there isn't really very much to be said about this album.... if you listen to it you will realize how perfect it is start to finish. king of sorrow has been a favorite, but again, the album is perfect.
Lillian T
6 days ago1 min read
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killdozer_tv youtube food videos : ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆
the kind of youtube video me and kevin watch to pass time. i do not mean that in a negative way however, because the videos are pretty entertaining. most times it's the curiosity of seeing how someone could only eat vending machine food or baby food for multiple days in a row. his real name is michael and he used to be an offensive lineman* for UCLA, before medically retiring in 2019. this man loves his airfryer and has a wonderful wife who sometimes pops up in his videos, he
Lillian T
6 days ago1 min read
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poem about dave
everywhere by here at night when i am drunk or tired he sits on my lap later i slip into bed & he howls in the valley from the belly of a coyote while i listen i practice learning to be happy that i know him at all the more he howls the clearer it is he is everywhere but here sketch of dave that i use on the website
Lillian T
6 days ago1 min read
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electronic/dance music
i really enjoyed some electronic/dance music when i was in highschool, i think a lot of this was popular around that time, which was part...
Lillian T
Oct 121 min read
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thoughts 06/10/25
My therapist's office is on the second story and surrounded by a round leaved tree that I find so beautiful. Every week I spend more than...
Lillian T
Oct 12 min read
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troubles involving life
OVER CONSUMPTION: living well and happily looks differently for everyone. importance lies in little things. a constant push and pull, an...
Lillian T
Sep 65 min read
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a slightly longer update, and music recommendations!
this past week i was on a break from work, the resturant closes down right before the summer season begins. i orginally thought this...
Lillian T
Jul 83 min read
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book review : she's come undone by wally lamb : ★ ★ ★ ★ ★
my second book in 2025, how inspiring ! i finished this book back in april (i believe) and i still remember it just as vividly. i have a...
Lillian T
Jun 281 min read
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just a quick reminder
rich people (ultra rich ppl, celebrities, tv personas, musicians, etc etc etc) DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU AND NEVER WILL. stop supporting...
Lillian T
Jun 281 min read
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thoughts 06/09/25
The days are getting hotter and my itch for the ocean in growing, although it doesn't sound as appealing to make the plunge without my...
Lillian T
Jun 93 min read
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book review: stand-in groom by suzanne brockmann : ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆
okay wow.... if not already obvious this book is one of those books you can find at the grocery store and are known to be tacky. it was...
Lillian T
Mar 192 min read
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Trash Walk : February 17th, 2025
I did not get very far today before having a completely full bag. The chicken strip bag and jerky stick bag were in the road and had been...
Lillian T
Feb 181 min read
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Days of Silence
In August of 2024 I decided that on my two days off I would lock myself away, not use my phone or computer, and not talk to anyone....not...
Lillian T
Feb 101 min read
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his three daughters, movie review : ★ ★ ★ ★ ☆
surprisingly realistic interpretation of family dynamics, well filmed, and emotions displayed in a way that is easily understood. the...
Lillian T
Feb 51 min read
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I Could Be Doing Better and I'm Sorry
I do my best to keep this website as updated as possible. That being said, I have a job, a partner, two cats, and a fucking life!!! But I...
Lillian T
Feb 11 min read
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thoughts 12/26/24
back to the bottle i suppose. different but similar, and i'm keeping and eye on the situation... let's just say that. what does getting...
Lillian T
Dec 27, 20242 min read
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thoughts 8/13/24
i don't think i'm alone enough, or maybe i don't use my time correctly. because when i am alone i often spend my time thinking of the...
Lillian T
Dec 26, 20241 min read
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Drawing on Kidpix Studio : Why I Started & Why I Love it
To most people "Kidpix" doesn't mean much, they either don't remember what it was or they weren't around when it was a thing. It may be...
Lillian T
Dec 26, 20244 min read
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My Top Roommate Picks : Man Edition
It is 2024 and I have never in my life had a roommate, besides multiple cats, and I guess my sister when we were kids, both of which I am...
Lillian T
Dec 2, 20242 min read
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