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right before my 24th birthday i started to feel a tightness in my hip/butt on (i think) my left side. having done sports before i obviously knew what a strained muscle felt like and chalked it up to that, spending little time or thought on it, and continuing my life like normal. during or around my birthday things got worse. i had ignored the warning signs and could no longer have a normal day because of the pain. one morning while waking up to send kevin off to work my hip,

youtube/podcasts: ⭐︎ joy tactics , podcast with jack bensinger, nate varrone, and eric rahill ⭐︎ atomic twins , me and kevin have been religiously watching every new video of theirs for over a year now. they're ex mormon twins who do commentary on reality tv shows and follow along with them. editing is good, better than sitting through HOURS of a shitty tv shows, they have all the highlights & make funny edits. ⭐︎ jack bensinger , another one of kevin's look alikes that i wa

the kind of youtube video me and kevin watch to pass time. i do not mean that in a negative way however, because the videos are pretty entertaining. most times it's the curiosity of seeing how someone could only eat vending machine food or baby food for multiple days in a row. his real name is michael and he used to be an offensive lineman* for UCLA, before medically retiring in 2019. this man loves his airfryer and has a wonderful wife who sometimes pops up in his videos, he