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poem about dave
everywhere by here at night when i am drunk or tired he sits on my lap later i slip into bed & he howls in the valley from the belly of a coyote while i listen i practice learning to be happy that i know him at all the more he howls the clearer it is he is everywhere but here sketch of dave that i use on the website
Lillian T
Oct 281 min read


thoughts 06/10/25
My therapist's office is on the second story and surrounded by a round leaved tree that I find so beautiful. Every week I spend more than...
Lillian T
Oct 12 min read


troubles involving life
OVER CONSUMPTION: living well and happily looks differently for everyone. importance lies in little things. a constant push and pull, an...
Lillian T
Sep 65 min read


a slightly longer update, and music recommendations!
this past week i was on a break from work, the resturant closes down right before the summer season begins. i orginally thought this...
Lillian T
Jul 83 min read


thoughts 06/09/25
The days are getting hotter and my itch for the ocean in growing, although it doesn't sound as appealing to make the plunge without my...
Lillian T
Jun 93 min read


Days of Silence
In August of 2024 I decided that on my two days off I would lock myself away, not use my phone or computer, and not talk to anyone....not...
Lillian T
Feb 101 min read


Time To Get Real : Personal
It's been 8 months since I quitting drinking... seems like just yesterday I was putting down shots and drinking box wine. I rarely miss...
Lillian T
Sep 4, 20241 min read


which grocery list are you?
which of the grocery lists found in my purse is most relatable to you?
Lillian T
Aug 13, 20241 min read


Getting Through A Creativity Rut
Recently my work to creative balance has been tough, finding the time to do the art and projects I truly want to do has been a struggle....
Lillian T
Jul 21, 20245 min read


Tulips, Soil, and Everything Else I Love ❤︎
At the end of the summer in 2023 after my best friend/love interest left for a 5 month long work trip of sorts, the loneliness started to...
Lillian T
Jun 28, 20244 min read


Setting Up An Alter In Your Home : Tutorial
The definition of an alter is "a platform or table used as a center of worship", which is a very good explanation of what it is. I first...
Lillian T
Jun 26, 20243 min read


Lillian T
Apr 9, 20240 min read


What do you mean the Bean won't grow?! By Lily Timms
As requested here are scans of a published book I made in 2008. It's sort of a rip off of another childrens story but I won't mention...
Lillian T
Apr 8, 20241 min read


80 Days Into a Sober 2024 : Reflection
80 days into the new year, and 80 days of no drinking. It's been easy at times, lonely others, and some days just down right hard. I've...
Lillian T
Mar 20, 20244 min read


January 31st, 2024
Last weekend I developed a sinus infection or something along those lines, diagnosed by Web-MD. I am still dealing with some residual...
Lillian T
Jan 31, 20242 min read


My Childhood Doctor was also a Singing Pirate : Mental Health/Personal
I have struggled with mental health for years, and in my teens I was diagnosed by my pediatric doctor, then later my therapist. The...
Lillian T
Jan 25, 20244 min read


Dave : A good friend of mine
Dave has been missing now for almost a month and I finally feel like writing about him. This is in medium detail, if I went much further...
Lillian T
Jan 8, 202410 min read


New cat : Dennis
This is Dennis. This is an edited photo.
Lillian T
Oct 10, 20231 min read
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