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poem about dave
everywhere but here at night when i am drunk or tired he sits on my lap later i slip into bed & he howls in the valley from the belly of a coyote while i listen i practice learning to be happy that i know him at all the more he howls the clearer it is he is everywhere but here sketch of dave that i use on the website
Lillian T
Oct 281 min read
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thoughts 06/10/25
My therapist's office is on the second story and surrounded by a round leaved tree that I find so beautiful. Every week I spend more than...
Lillian T
Oct 12 min read
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troubles involving life
OVER CONSUMPTION: living well and happily looks differently for everyone. importance lies in little things. a constant push and pull, an excuse here and there, a deviation from the norm using an exception. why does buying things feel good, why are there so many things that seem made for me but yet are not mine. being the friend who always has the new fun thing doesn't actually feel as fulfilling as it seems it would. it just brings up the question of why other people can see
Lillian T
Sep 65 min read
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a slightly longer update, and music recommendations!
this past week i was on a break from work, the resturant closes down right before the summer season begins. i orginally thought this...
Lillian T
Jul 83 min read
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just a quick reminder
rich people (ultra rich ppl, celebrities, tv personas, musicians, etc etc etc) DO NOT CARE ABOUT YOU AND NEVER WILL. stop supporting...
Lillian T
Jun 281 min read
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thoughts 06/09/25
The days are getting hotter and my itch for the ocean in growing, although it doesn't sound as appealing to make the plunge without my...
Lillian T
Jun 93 min read
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Trash Walk : February 17th, 2025
I did not get very far today before having a completely full bag. The chicken strip bag and jerky stick bag were in the road and had been...
Lillian T
Feb 181 min read
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Days of Silence
In August of 2024 I decided that on my two days off I would lock myself away, not use my phone or computer, and not talk to anyone....not...
Lillian T
Feb 101 min read
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I Could Be Doing Better and I'm Sorry
I do my best to keep this website as updated as possible. That being said, I have a job, a partner, two cats, and a fucking life!!! But I...
Lillian T
Feb 11 min read
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thoughts 12/26/24
back to the bottle i suppose. different but similar, and i'm keeping and eye on the situation... let's just say that. what does getting...
Lillian T
Dec 27, 20242 min read
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thoughts 8/13/24
i don't think i'm alone enough, or maybe i don't use my time correctly. because when i am alone i often spend my time thinking of the...
Lillian T
Dec 26, 20241 min read
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which grocery list are you?
which of the grocery lists found in my purse is most relatable to you?
Lillian T
Aug 13, 20241 min read
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You Should Still Be Playing KidPix.
KidPix is a game originally made for children in 1989. It was made by Craig Hickman and it was released on the early macintosh computers....
Lillian T
Jul 15, 20241 min read
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Lillian T
Apr 9, 20240 min read
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Quick art practice : Making four drawings at the same time
As someone who enjoys doing art but also often feels a pressure to create something "good" this practice has been fun to do. I saw a...
Lillian T
Feb 27, 20241 min read
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January 31st, 2024
Last weekend I developed a sinus infection or something along those lines, diagnosed by Web-MD. I am still dealing with some residual...
Lillian T
Jan 31, 20242 min read
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New cat : Dennis
This is Dennis. This is an edited photo.
Lillian T
Oct 10, 20231 min read
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Apology #1
I have spent most of today figuring out how websites work and how to make my own... but I did make a post earlier about Tigers Milk Bars,...
Lillian T
Oct 10, 20231 min read
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Tigers milk protein bars.
When I was younger I used to love Tigers Milk Bars, seriously the best treat ever. Last night when I was falling asleep it was all I...
Lillian T
Oct 10, 20231 min read
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